Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
An accidental memory
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
aint no sunshine
Sunday, May 20, 2012
When hearts collide
blatently speak lines of sincerity and risk appearing the farthest from sincere yet discrete advances towards stability are often lost when spoken away from the ear there is a medium in which we strive to accomplish however unsaid feelings are only felt not confirmed and feelings forced forcefully collide with emotional walls raised higher in return so where is the medium in which we seek where is the common ground in which to speak of unsaid feelings that are felt through fingertips and toes jolts of energy rattling bones wide eyes in the early morning only in attempts to memorize shape color and apperance in hopes that when parted from memorization will come from a studious evening but the confirmation that this energy is recipricated is still unknown where is the common ground in which to accept the strength of a lover who only wishes to love speaks of a future love a giving love an unselfish love promises made repeatatively and wholeheartedly and even when denied, returns to be rejected again memorized the cracks and crevaces of this brick wall while whispering sweet nothings into its blood red bricks bricks that listen yet give little to no insight to the world on the other side so the lover waits outside where is it that lover and unsaid feelings are met when will lover let energy portray promises and when will bursting hearts open their mouths why does this medium seem so far from beyond reach where can we meet or maybe... a medium is attained soley through bursting hearts being taught to use thier tounges and walking away from warriors waiting outside brick walls because when hearts collide walls are no defense
Superficial Stephanie
Comment Poster: eMiLeee © *its jus me against the world* Mood: accomplished Category: Romance And Relationships chemically speaking, we are ideal. mythological standpoint, a perfect pair. physically, when our bodies collide, the energy could burn brighter than any star in the sky. but still i...doubt. i stray far from satifaction farther from sweet seductions and sink further into solitude. im rude...let me introduce myself i am selfish superficial single stephanie. i think too much and have too much to say. i slip into a self driven coma multiple times a day. everything i do...i do it for me. if theres no selfprofit...shit aint for me. i wonder sometimes why i get down in the dumps, but if u doubted life like me u too would be a big grump. wallow and weep in my own weary pity and soon ill have worn out every wannabe mr. selfish superficial single stephanie...and i will still be alone
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
HeLL
bubbling up inside of me
u can't fathom
a temperature
to this degree
can't control this hatred
I feel inside
this gotdamn hatred
just won't let me be
just let me bleed
but as I bleed
break away from
each and every one of my creeds
morals and values
releasing off me
like seeds from a tree
gone to grow green
for others to feed
off me
but this heat
this heat it consumes
every bit of me
won't let me sleep
flames nipping at my feet
and singeing every hair on me
where ever could you be
my guardian angel
seems to surpass me
daily
leaving me to fight these flames
that slightly tempt me
to become more like them
more like him
more like her
devil tempting me to grow horns and a tail
so away I sail
into a cestpool of fire
burning my boat
as I transpire...
into this hell.
