I look to above
for help with this piece
argumentatively speaking
its my last chance to release
all the words
ive been holding within
theres no turning back now
i might as well just begin…
i remember when we met
you complimented my eyes
days turned into nights
which turned into deep sighs
which turned into moans
and then cuddling up close
all the while on that valentines day
you were daydreaming
of a ghost
amazed by the love
you had
for her
you say love is evol
i say you make this occur
love is hard
and on that i concur
but if i may simply deter,
love is not evol
rather you should revel in love
seems that’s what most prefer
however you have never been one to defer
to what everyone else is accounting for
you see
i
am here now
i never have left
i don’t live hundreds of miles away
possibly sleeping in someone else’s bed
no.
i am here.
If you don’t feel the way i do
Then lets play truth or dare
We’ll start off with the truth
And see if we get anywhere…
Is it true you enjoy my presence?
From merely watching a movie
at your place or mine
That time spent
never seems to be mere
but rather divine
when we politely decline
others offers to parlay
instead take the time to recline
and intertwine our minds in each others privacy
or maybe you favor
hitting up the bar
green iguana, prana…
even czar.
Then theres the Common concert
We stood in the rain
You recorded the whole thing
Until your arm hurt
Those times were all pretty lame
right?
Or maybe you were just being polite
I dare you to forget about me
Im sure its something you can do
Ive tried to forget about you
But it’s the last thing
my mind will put my heart through
theres too much there
for me to forget about
so instead, i sit in doubt
of any means to an end
for this sick little game
of make believe and pretend
as an alternative ending
i dare you to implore
what life would be like
if you let my love in
just open that door
just let me love you
like i know i can
because at this point
i am simply comparing every other man
and they amount to nothing
when i compare them to you
they don’t have eyes that remind me of the abyss
when we lock lips
its nothing like the disorientation i get from your kiss
they never measure up
as i compare them in my head
physically, mentally, or even in bed
dare i say it, you are the best ive ever known
and love is not something i normally condone
but when i go to sleep each nite
and your on my mind
to not realize i am truly madly deeply in love with you
id have to be deaf dumb and blind.
So i guess ill just wait
Cant make someone love you back
But i will tell you this
It’s a war out there
And at this point in the game
my heart is ready to attack
